Nothing's New - Rio Romeo
I have no friends. Scratch that I do have friends but nobody is willing to listen. I sit here silently suffering... wanting help but no one cares. So why should I? I just need to grow up and handle it on my own but it's so hard. I'm tired. I'm tired of always being there for others and caring for them when no one cares for me. I sit here and listen but they can't even do that for me. I'm suffering in my own mental health while others just walk by. I isolate myself and everyone just says I'm a bad friend. I keep everything to myself because I don't think anyone can really help me. I've been betrayed by "friends" before and now I realize maybe I deserved it. I won't really know anytime soon. I wish I could just jump forward and be done with all of this but that would be too easy. But for now, I just have to pray to God to help me in this time of need because I really need guidance right now.