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Nothing's New - Rio Romeo

 I have no friends. Scratch that I do have friends but nobody is willing to listen. I sit here silently suffering... wanting help but no one cares. So why should I? I just need to grow up and handle it on my own but it's so hard. I'm tired. I'm tired of always being there for others and caring for them when no one cares for me. I sit here and listen but they can't even do that for me. I'm suffering in my own mental health while others just walk by. I isolate myself and everyone just says I'm a bad friend. I keep everything to myself because I don't think anyone can really help me. I've been betrayed by "friends" before and now I realize maybe I deserved it. I won't really know anytime soon. I wish I could just jump forward and be done with all of this but that would be too easy. But for now, I just have to pray to God to help me in this time of need because I really need guidance right now.

Situationship

 What in the hell is a situationship??? I didn't know what it was until I was in one for almost 2.5 years. If you were to look up the definition online it states "a romantic relationship with no clarity or labels." I would not recommend ever getting into one because it will literally destroy you when you finally have to do what is best for you. When you are in a situationship it feels nice because you think you have someone there for you but in reality, they're talking to others as well. Typically in these situationships, men will try to hold you down while they get to go do things that if you were to try to do, it would be the end of the world. When you bring up issues that would bother you, they'd be like "We aren't in a relationship." They will run with that excuse because they never verbally committed to you that y'all were ever exclusive. So speaking from experience run while you still can and do not let a man do that to you. There are so ma...